Days gone by

I streamed a bit today. I guess that is a thing?

I did some research for my son's passport. I guess that is a thing?

I made some calls, filled out some paperwork, applied for some jobs.

I guess those are things?

And yet I feel empty. I want to accomplish something but I do not know what it is that I exactly want to have done. I slept a lot, too. I don't feel good. I could be spring, or allergies or the fact that I put on 10 pounds over the winter. Yikes. I need to watch what I eat a lot more.

But that is just boring, daily maintenance. I don't know what I want. Well, I do, but I know getting it isn't something that is likely to happen.

So I just keep living these days. But someday I will be out of them. And that is terrifying.