I didn't get that job. Yeah, that was my feeling after the interview.

Then I went 1-2 at Friday Night Magic. Then no one wanted to play Modern for some reason other than me and one more person. I won that match with Mono Blue Living End.

It was a night.

I'm feeling confused right now. I'm not sure what I want to play in Magic, I'm not sure what I want to do for a job in the future, I'm not sure if staying in Japan is a thing I should even do now. Other than my son, well, right now nothing feels that important.

Although he is important.

But I just feel lost. At least I am making progress on things but still. I don't feel quite right.